Dear kyomi ann :

Dear Kyomi:

though we've haven't knew each other for long, (really not long wad >_<)
but i feel and bet that you're a super nice and cool girl that never fake your emotions and dare to voice out your thoughts.

this post is dedicated to you.
Idk why,but I had to type this out after hearing what happened to MIN. (if thats his name..)

when you told me about what happened to him yesterday,
alotta stuff about what should i say to you flickered through my thoughts.
but my fingers just harderned infront of the keyboard.
my mind went blank.
and i swear I DON'T KNOW WHY my mood went really down,
though i don't even know MIN.
except i know that he was someone really special to you.

I guess you must be hurting so so so much more than i can imagine =(


kyomi,
i'm sorry i didn't think of giving you a phone call when you told me what happened even though you're in a far away country.

i'm sorry i'm not super educated--- or i can at least try and console you with alot of knowledgeble words and make you feel a tiny weeny bit happier?

i'm sorry as a friend i can't be by your side when you really need one.


I read this in a book once,
"They that love beyond the world cannot be separated by it .Death cannot kill what never dies."

I do belive,MIN didn't leave all of you behind, he just reached a better place to live on eternally.
my belif is that when we reach that place, all our ancestors and friends would be already there,one of em just walks up to me and cuffs my neck saying "HEY GUYS!!LOOK WHO'S HERE!!!"
but then...now the hardest thing to do is say "bye" to him right? you don't have to =) Please listen.
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

and shit,i almost dropped a tear writing this.