When you grow up, your heart dies.

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己
他们说这就是人生
试著体会试著忍住眼泪
还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里尤其在夜里
还是会想起难忘的事情
我想我的 思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营
忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念过去的一切
那些人事物会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离
变成回忆
oh 思念是一种病
oh 思念是一种病 一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

While I was waiting for my work friends Jasmine,Miko, and Ken to return to their car, I heard this song.
It's been out for quite some time already loh!! But it's only till now I've really cared to listen to the lyrics.
I find it quite meaningful somehow...

Ever since I've started work, and college on the same time..
I've missed out on so many friends and people. Family too..(even though I still see them everyday - -)
I don't even know how are they doing now =(
For instance, until today I only knew what happened to my lil bro's relationship with XXX (cannot write name. nanti dia punya sekolah EXPEL him also -__-)
*sighs* I don't even feel like I'm part of the family anymore..
I'M MISSING OUT ON EVERYTHING!!! *YELLING*

不管是用在朋友,情人,还是家人身上.
思念果然是一种病.
(T______________T)

It's hard balencing college & work together at the same time..
esp when college is 9.30 am - 5.30 pm, and work starts at 9pm - 2am..
and it's quite a MUST for me to sign in MSN to chat with alex till 3-4am or i won't sleep well - -" he's like sleeping pills? XD

BUT HOR..NOT ENOUGH REST LOH!!!!!!!!!! =(

一辈子有多少的来不及
发现已经失去
最重要的东西
恍然大悟早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信错的是自己

忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
藉口总是拉远了距离
不知不觉无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己到底做了甚黱蠢事情

This sentence made me worry that I'll lose everything that I love with all my heart except my salery..
It's just a piece of paper with an "agung" head imprinted on it. It's not worth losing the people that I love..
Even though money is NOT EVERYTHING..
but still.. i have to fend for myself in the end..=_=..
So that damned paper with a head imprinted on it still takes up quite a part of my life =.=
KNN..


多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那黱美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事停下了脚步
就怕你不说就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续一切都来得及

I'm so gonna hug bruce tomorrow even though he would definately give me a punch ( = 3 = )
THEN HOR..THIS SENTENCE HOR..
Made me consider quitting = ="
ME IS JUST SO WORRIED ABOUT EVERYTHING THESE DAYS!!!!!!! (>_<) GAH!! 93.3FM!!! WHY YOU LIKE THAT??!! MUST 2.30 AM PICK THIS KIND OF SONG TO LET LISTENERS LISTEN?! Make me miss EVERYONE all of a sudden (T__________T)

hai.. = =" thinking back, those days was also the happiest days of me life -_-


ZHA BOR AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........... = 3 =
WEI WEI AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you both go where jor?! >________<



bei zhan shen hor.. really very nice loh >.< i would have eaten 0's at work if he didn't come & support .

ah lun also!!
=D


YER...DAMN LAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I'm still feeling weird and down =.=

GRRRR...

hug me :(

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