It's a little long,but I'm BACCKKK!!

In walkers with a JBT member from CM
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2X (forgot the date) Febuary.

Human race.
A species, a being. Has been on top of the natural food chain for thousands of years.
Humans have the ability to communicate, think rationally, mate, feel, (geez I sound so nerdy here)
Anyway, since humans ever had their first fuck, someone or something threw in a phropecy that
MEN = hunt, find food for the family, protect beings weaker than them(a.k.a females/children).
WOMEN= sit on ass and stay at home all day long waiting for men to bring food back , getting humped, fucked, bear children.
Somehow, that kinda destined what men and women would be like for the next thousands of years.

In the 21st century, some humans have changed and started working the opposite ways of what they should have stayed to be like.
Women started to act manly, feel manly (short-formed: T.B tomboyish) have their own personal thoughts, starting to enjoy what's it like to be free
Men started to care about how they look, maybe rely on women?, showing their emotional touchy side of them.

I think I'll cut the crap because I can't think of any other shit to type about. LOL.
My point IS, men,stop being a male chavunist saying that "men are always right", secretly thinking to yourself that your logical explaination is a damned 100% right, "women should talk gentle,act gentle,be gentle", bullshit.
Men, you have your ego. We women, have our own ego's too.
When you say do or say something hurtful in front of your / our friends we might look like we don't feel a thing, doesn't mean that we're not hurt. We love you, that's why we keep it to ourselves.
look, females are still females. We NEED protection even though some of us don't look like we need it.
Every girl wants a man that she can go in her sweats, hair in a mess, makeup running down her face, eyes red from crying and the first thing he says to her is "Baby, you're beautiful" and means it.

I think I'm not at my main point yet. So here it is.
I rarely stick my nose into somonelse's relationship problems. Heck I can't even settle mine!
But, I would be facking pissed off if I knew my girlfriends are mistreated.
Imagine this secnario. If you were on the carpark of a remote shopping center around 7.30pm,your man drove off in front of your friends before you getting inside his car, just because he's anxious to send his car for repairing after someone knocked/scrached his car by accident?
I would smash his car with anything (maybe the high heels that I'm wearing) instantly =.=
One,I'm at the carpark of a remote shopping center--AT NIGHT!! Don't you facking care that I'll get raped by some douchebag?DOUCHEBAG!
Two,It's already past 7pm. Can't your car just WAIT until tomorrow? Sending your car for service this late, do you think that the mechanice doesn't have a life? A family waiting for him to have dinner?Plus! You'll be ditching ME, alone on that carpark!
Three, You drove off in front of my friend! Imagine how you'll feel if I kick your nuts in front of YOUR friend.
I don't care even if he'll drive back to find me and realise what he's done.

Sometimes people just don't understand until they've lose the one they wanted, and everything they've got destroyed.

.......
I think that's enough of the "Emo" source, on with the story.
So after that my "emo girlfriend" somehow felt super emo on that day until she might jump down from the 16th floor she's living. So she sent an hyper emo message to another emo friend of mine. The emo friend became as emo as her thus she forwarded the message to David. David too became emo after reading the hyper emo message so he showed us- Yumi and I the message. Both of us were welcomed into the emo chain after that.

I thought of an idea to cheer her up, not the greatest idea that I could come up with but at least that should cheer her up more or less instead of DRIVING AWAY.

I woke up at 7A.M in the morning. 7 A.M!!! I slept at 4A.M that day planning stuffs, so that's an ungodly hour to wake up =.=
I woke up anyway, called Yumi to tell her about the detailed plan that we've discussed yesterday. But she was still sleeping and told me to call back in another hour and a half. So I took my time for a shower, washed up. It was still around 7.30 a.m when I had finished, so I had my breakfast, and even had spare time to put some makeup on! Around 9a.m, I called Yumi, she picked up and said that she's still very tired, told me to go on with the plan with M. -____- Seriously I was pissed lor! She's your best friend too for god's sake! Anyway, while I was waiting for M to pick me up from my house, Yumi called again, said she's on her way down. That was better! XD



M was our "Ah Mat"(XD) for that day, he's in charge for driving us around. Let you see his hand :rf

We went to a florist and got a bouquet of flowers for her





The size of the roses are BIG (=A=)


**My handwriting looks like my 3 year old nephew's**
3 of us thought of whether to hang this card on the flowers or not (because we had something on for her that night) in the end, we didn't =.=





later on, we went to her workplace and asked someone to pass her the roses.
And that someone re-acted the look on her face when she got the roses. Classic I tell you! Haha, I wish I was that someone ;)





We went to Raffles to get her a piece of Jewelry. Something that she has always been harping everyone to get it for her. muahahaha!

Then I had to go home for a nap -_-
I HAD TO SLEEP before I look like a 60 year old virgin.

M, being a nice person for the whole day, sent us home for a nap, and told us that he'll be at his workplace for a while. I wonder how does he not get sacked for leaving his workplace for the whole day without applying for a leave.
Yumi & I went to my room and slept for about 2 hours. REST REST REST!



We woke up around 5PM, rushed to pelangi to get a super big ballon (with mini hearts ballon inside somemore leh!) then rushed to chez papa to get a nice seat + wait for my emo friend.





In case you've been wondering who in the world is this person,
here she is:



Girl, you have to remember that we love you, we always do,did,will,still for eternity.

Food was uh...not quite the way I remembered since the last time I went there. Seemed to have dropped a little quality on the taste.
But still edible lah.



























And lastly-





What we got her is actually a ring made by white gold.



although it's not with any diamonds lah, but adobe photoshop can fix that!!



TAA-DAAAAA!!

I'll end this with a super cheesy line.

Love her, when she least deserves it. Because that's when she needs it the most.



I solemly think that the pic above totally represents our personalities. Yellow: The "sian face" Red: The retarded blowfish face Black: The "I see a cockmeat sandwich" face. muahahahaha

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1/3/2008



Garfield went on a life threatening adventure trip with me.
We braved through thunder, rain, and sun,
finding parking spots, knocking onto some plastic tubes, stepping hard on the emergency brake,getting horn-ed, giving the finger to a particular malay motorcyclist, "nabeh-ed,chao-hai-ed" some drivers........



Yes, I DROVE for a whole day! *evil cackling*



**my first PARKING.Looks like it's snowing outside.**



Garfield's victory smile, after "somehow safely" reached Jusco.

I was supposed to drive Garfield home around 8PM, since we had nowhere to go after finishing a movie at Jusco.
So I thought, why not go to Eden to have Starbucks with M. Garfield, although a little unwilling, nodded anyway.
From Jusco, I reached Eden about 8PM. I wanted to park OUTSIDE Eden

Observe the picture below.



I was at the yellow circle. I thought that somehow I could find the entrance to the red circle. After circling it, I still couldn't find a way to park inside it. I didn't know that I could drive back to the yellow circle, because I thouht that I needed to drive to the blue circle, take a super big round until I could get back to the yellow circle. That took me a 20 minutes = =
After I got back to the yellow circle, I gave up on parking in the red circle. So I thought I could try parking in the green circle. Garfield warned me that there were alot of drunk malay,chinese,indian men around that spot, but I didn't quite belive her, so I went there and OMFG, they don't look like drunk men, they look like burglars, rapists.
They kept looking at our car since there was only two of us inside -_- I quickly drove off without even thinking of parking there.
Then I thought of parking inside the white circle. Although it's quite expensive to park there, but at least there's a security guard watching over the cars lor!
So I had to get pass the purple circle first, then only I can get out and take ANOTHER ROUND back to the white circle =_=
When I've finally parked into the white circle, I called M, and..........he told me that he's in JOHOR JAYA. WTF.

Total time wasted : 1 hour. * already can go Taman Sutera*

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2/3/08

Met with my dear Hamtaro-chan for lunch.



She looks like shy shy :rf



I haven't seen her in MONTHS! Last time I saw her was on my birthday. Which I didn't talk to her much either because I was too busy walking around looking like a biatch.

CAMWHORE
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I've already photoshopped you until you look like a princess lah dear.Even Osama loves you. No need for you to photoshop anymore! :D
If I were a boy, I think I would be quite handsome! Hmmmm..

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What I've been up to lately;

Ever since I've gotten out of the hospital, especially after the brain scan, I've been feeling very tired. Especially staring at the television, the computer screen, using my phone, anything that's too bright/contrasted hurts my eyes and head.
Thus I've not been online for such a super long time. I think I wasn't even using much of my phone =_= Accumulated messages sent since that day : 54. That means that I'm only sms-ing about 2 messenges per day. And most of the messenges were to my mom & Serene. Lol.
And for once in such a long time, my phone credit still has above RM70 after one month!
Why I'm finally online? Because I feel better & not that grumpy after a long rest and getting out of the house for once in the morning & afternoon.

But I've been under quite a little bit of pressure lately. Well I can't say that it's pressure, I think this feeling is called "stressed out" because I might get sacked by Walkers. =(
SAD LAH!!!

Yesterday I did something sibeh "sia suey". I cried over the phone =_= I fucking did something that stupid when it's not even my fault and I have to kena scold. sian.
It hurts when your best friend does that to you =( =( =(



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